masquerade; paper faces on parade

Monday, February 27, 2006
EavesDropping

Oh Ma Gawd..Oh Ma Gawd!!!
I juz fininshed my BL meeting..and i was about 2 enter the lift 2 go 2 my next class when this group of 3 gerls..were giggling n were looking at one of the gerl's necklace..They were not obnoxious or snobby arr..
What capture my attention was what their conversation is..
The owner:Cantik kan..
2nd gerl:Yerlah2..Cantik2..but2 tiny..
3rd gerl..aar larh..Kalau org tanyer kau saper kasi,Kau nak jwb aper?
The owner:Hyrul arr kasi..
And the three of them burst laughing..
My eyes were bulging out when i overheard what they were talking about..
Contd..
3rd gerl:Oh mentang2 jumper hyrul nak step arr 2..
The owner:Tak salah per..Hyrul anuar..Bleh arr kasi necklace..
I was raring 2 ask them where they met him..
I cant believe my ears when they said that they saw Hyrul..
I really wanted 2 meet him but i did not get the chance 2..Haiz..
So..I decided 2 check on his Blog..Yeah he went out the whole dae..
Catching Movies & Eating out..
He watched final destination..Arrrgghh!!!!!!
The show was damn freaky sey..I caught the part 1 & 2..
Part3..Im saving my money 1st arr..I really wanna watched the show..
Ouh..He went 2 SUNTEC!!!!
And some of his fans lft him a tag..Happy able 2 meet him..Yadayada..
Ok..stop Making me JELES!

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Selamat Bertunang

It was a Hectic weekends..Totally peak-hours..Something dat i did not experienced..
Even my weekend job is not as havoc as this..
Kak Shikin's Engangement dae..The 2nd 2 happen in my Mother family side..
It was a glorious ceremony something that we will alwaes remember..
There are some teasing going around that i will be the next person 2 go..
i hope it will nyerhaha..
Kak Shikin looked so stunning..Wearing a modern baju kebaya yellow pastel in colour..
Wif veil & a small crown on her beautiful combed hair..
It doesnt looked lyke an engangement instead it juz like a solemnisation ceremony..
Juz have 2 wait fer the Groom..
What contradicts the happiest moment is that..
My grandparents,mak-chicks & pak-chix did not who is their Granson-in-law or Nephew-in-law..
Who is the mysterious man in Kak Shikin's life?
Hmm..we will lyke who???
Wow..a love story kept a secret..hehe..
The Man who Captures my dear Kak Shikin's Heart is Shafiee..
Both Initials are S's..
He also work in the Police Force..
Such a Romantic Couple..
Next it will be Kak Fauzana..Wif...Abang Farhat..Another 2 weeks 2 go..
Another Happening Ceremony goona happen..
I cant wait!
Hmm..Initial also F's..
so kiut..
*Thinking Deeply*Maybe i should search fer some1 wif the Initail J...

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Saturday, February 25, 2006
Had A blast of time yesterdae Nie till Wee Morning

Had a blast Yesterday Nite till In the wee Morning..
I was having trouble with my Teevee..Been waiting 4 the Dimensi-4 in Suria..
But it still did not show up instead Mat Dobi..
Then tried 2 watch Pantai Timur(RTM 1)..
too mundane..Thou it was hilarious at the 1st take..
Yeah..my home does not have the SVC or the Starhub Cable..
If my Parents allow 2 install it..24/7..my house will fill with blasting sounds..
We will not die of Boredom..
Since there is nothing interesting on Teevee..I decided 2 on the Computer..
Btw..straight after skewl i quickly log on my com..with an excuse of doing project..hehe..
i did not bother 2 change still in my uniform i surfed the net..
anywae i still did my project ok...searching info 4 the bank loans..yadayada..
Until 8pm..
Then..i log on again at 10.30pm..
That was the time where i really started reminiscing about the past..
My Secondary skewl friends..My CloseMates are in there Especially Faizil..
Its been such along tyme since i chat with him..I really miss him so much..
His my gd friend in my secondary skewl daes..Btw we oso grew up 2gether in Eunos Primary..
We are so attached 2gether..
Mind You:I don hv any lovey-dovey feelings fer him..
I lurve him as a friend..
Then..Shera & Khai Appeared..I invited them so that we can crapped 2gether..
haha..Our fav pastimes during secondary skewl..
Sha came in but she did not talk much as she had 2 finish up her web-publishing project..
I became paranoid when she did not join in the fun..I was afraid she was angry wif me..
Ylarh..all this while we drifting apart..
Walaupun kamu jauh dimata tetapi kau tetap dekat dihatiku..Nyerhaha..
We talked alot about stuff..Marriage..Lifelong learning..
About Hyrul Anuar..Muahahaah..Funny sey..
Almost Everything about Life...There are lot of stuff we have 2 catch up..
I cant visualise nor imagine what will happen 10 years down the road..
Getting Hitch..Having Babies..Career-Minded Person..Adulthood..
Fer now lets juz go with the flow..
FHASHA,FAIZIL,KHAI,YAN,JUE I MISS U GUYS LOTS!!!!

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Friday, February 24, 2006
A long list

HeyYA!!
such a long tyme,did not update..(haha..Only 4 daes..)
LetsRecap!
Monday:I started n skewl wif CATFIGHT!(NgeeoooWWW)
Err..I mean real catfight..
I got a hell of a heart attack when I opened my house door...
The Cats were scratching and Screeching each other,balls of furs flying..
My heart thumped really fast..I quickly banged the door..
My mom who was wif me oso got a shock..
Its my neighbour cat with some stray..(I guess)
Coz i don have a good look at the both animal..
Now i realise that during the day i alwaes see..this black&white cat..
Near our corridor..I guess the cat nak miang2 wif the Janda(Hahaha)
My mom said dat if there are any cat fighting..Don beat them up..
Instead spray them wif water..I looked at her wif aghst..
If u sprayed at them..comfirm it came charging at u kan..
Hmm..I think dats the only exciting thing happen on Mondae..
Tuesdae:I got a call from Rudy on mondae nite..
He called me as i was selected for the BL skit..
So i went 2 the Meeting..
It was quite entertaining..Not so eyecandy..(If u noe wat i mean..)
Only the teacher..(I donnoe his name..0& Rudy aje yg Gd-looking hehe..(Cheeky me..)
Another guy name Din oso Kiut..
The other two??Hmm..Oklarh..
Yep..I got the part as a Little Brat gerl..Spoilt Rich gerl..
Crystal is her name..High-pitched voice..Flying kisses..Quarrelsome parents..
Hmm..Thats my exciting Tuesdae..
Wednesdae:
Went 4 the Sentosa Amazing Race Meeting..I am the Station 5 Player..
The Game Sucks Alot...Corny damn childish..Ooopsy!!Hehe..
The went 4 the skit practice..Until 7pm..
I so paiseh ehk act in front of the rest..
They all muka sardin acting haha..dgn penuh emosi..
Menjiwai watak2 yg diberikan..
Ouh..4get..B4 dat anticipation was The gruelling FDM test!!!!
It was horendous..I can predict that i did not do that well..
I juz hope 2 get a pass..
Thursdae(2dae):Went 2 skewl as usual half an hour late..
Hahah..Upon Reaching Huiyun Straight away said
"Aiyohh!!No class 2dae teacher said cancel..Until 12pm only..)
Me:Haaahhhhh!!!!??Really??
HY:The test rite LD..10 ppl fail while LB 20 ppl Fail!!
Me:Making faces..Scared expression..
HY:Mr Lim so quiet nvr said aniting..I guess our class he hvnt mark finish yet..
Me:Nodding...
So class ends at 12pm but went home at 5pm..
Goodness..Followed my BL friends 7 Their Class mate buying stuff fer their Bazaar tml..
Cant wait fer their delicious delicacies....
Now:Im soo tired typing...

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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Anugerah Skrin

mIMI..Mimi aku ade berita Baik!!!
Kau nak tau tak!!(Jumping up & down)
Aku dpt masok Anugerah Skrin!!
Aku dpt masok Tv..(Hnads waving)
Kalau aku Menang!!!Aku dpt berlakon dlm Cerita Yusof Haslam..(Weeehhhee)
Aku..
Aku..
Akn mejadi..(Screech..Yeahhhh!!)
Seorang BINTANG!!!!

That was my script..I had a hard time in deciding which script should be taken..
We were only given 1min 2 choose e script..At 1st i was thinking bout taking MARAH..
I think twice..So i opt 4 GEMBIRA..Which it is much more easier..
Then 10mins 2 memorise e script..It was easy 2 remember.. as u see in the 1st paragraph..The difficult part was playing wif the emotions..
As u noe when u are happy u will be jumping up & down..and heck care if ur surrounding..
That is what i did as i enter the "bOX"..

Hai..Selamt Ptg..Najip..Kak Erra..Kak Fauziah..Norfa..
Saya NurulJannah
Berumur 19thn
Penuntut ITE simei
Pada Masa Lapang saya gemar membace buku & juga cuba resipi baru..
Errmmmmm..
Ouh..
Saya akan melakonkan watak Gumbira..
I was so nervous..Nerve-wrecking tau..
I forget 2 say why i decided 2 go 4 this Audition..
I quickly jump into acting it was funny(I think)
I was making a fool of myself..Kuangkuangkuang...
Memalukan sungguh...WwwwaaaaaaaaaAAA
People was laughing..i did not noe at me or the way i acted was entertaining..
I hope the 2nd option..
sO..after i acted the comment that i recievd was
"Awak nie kiut arr..(From Erra)"
"Saya suka awak pekik..i give u 2nd chance 2 show me agian..(From Najip)"
I was lyke a sotong..Standing there 4 a sec..Trying 2 swallow wat he was aaking
From me..
Ouh..he wanted me 2 act again..
I was really making a fool of myself..
eeeeeeee..paisehnyer...
Then..after that trima kasih dik..
Don ask me..Whether i was chosen 2 go 2 the next round..
coz i was still engulf in my own laughing stock..
I hope they wont show it on TV..
I did not felt so pasrah..I myself was laughing..
I had fun actually...
Hmm..but after a few steps..I kept asking myself..
If dey did not want me 2 continue..They will definitely said that "im sorry u out.."
Camner ehk??Must wait 4 their calls or WAT???..
kept asking Nazirah but she was 2 sleepy 2 answer..
But really it was fun..The long wait from 12pm till 5pm..
Totally sacrificing my time..
It has alwaes been my dream 2 be in the limelight...
But i hope it will not be 5mins only larh..
I really lyke performance art..Acting..Dancing..Singing..
Its juz dat i easily got anxiety attack..Everything will fall apart..
I will be waiting for their call..Be jumping & Touching the ceiling..
If i am able 2 go thru next round..
But if i did not..
Maybe i will try again at TM Next Weekends..
Hmm..maybe i shud drag the gals hawhaw..

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Saturday, February 18, 2006
Fixing A bRoken Heart

im now..
Fixing a broken heart..

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Friday, February 17, 2006
Im waiting..

Im witing & waiting & waiting..
Ive been waiting since 8am juz now..
I went 2 Polyclinic 4 my rashes which had been itching since last week..
And the stupid Receptionist nvr heard me properly..
I asked 4 Lady Doctor..She blindly gave me male Doctor..
And she did not apologise 4 her mistake..
Ive been waiting 4 20mins..Luckily i had a sneak peek 2 see who is my doctor..
So i had 2 Re-register again...and hv 2 wait 4 nearly 1hr..
After That..
i have 2 wait again..Duh!!!
4 the blardy bus..
I can take any bus ranging from 2,24,31..
But i prefer 31..coz its nearer eventhou need 2 climb the bridge..
So..basically i was late 4 my lesson..Bus 2 came but i did not board..
I wanna took 31 as its alwaes rite after bus 2..
Wait & wait & wait..
The bus did not arrive but the 2nd no.2 arrived..
I was so pissed off...
So..I took bus 2..When i nearly reached the skewl bus stop..
I saw bus 31 took off..
Hell fury..i was so mad..
Then..I had 2 wait again..
As i took Bus 2..We were dropped at Engineering skewl..
Thats why i prefer 31 coz it dropped near Business skewl..
Anywae..
I was rudely tested..Coz the stupid lift did not wanna bugde and so ive been waiting almost 10mins..
So..i walked all the way 2 Business block 2 take the Lift..
Luckily..
The Lift is mich more understanding..

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Thursday, February 16, 2006
Nothing much happen..

Nothing Much Happen
I myself cant actually remembered wat i had done 2dae..
Ouh..
Markie gave me a bear pat..4 being strong menempuhi segala rintangan di ahri smlm..
I went 4 BL meeting..On 1st March we gonna have this Amazing Race pat Sentosa..Weeeheeee..
I took as Station I/C..I cant be Task Force coz they will have 2 run around wif the team in search of the clues..
I had a harrowing experience..hahaha..i fainted..
Gosh!
Anywae..its gonna be fun..
Tml..meeting my dear OD..4 the last time..
Gonna miss them thou they are a bit nuisance..

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Happy Valentines Day

HaPPy VaLenTine Day

Lovey-Dovey couple walking down street..
Holding hands & Kissing on the lips..
Big Bouquet dozens of roses..
With a smelling feet..(Hahaha)
for the whole of my nineten yeras of life..
I really hate the day that is TODAY..
The Day where i should take a taxi ride home instead of the bus.
The Day where i should pretend that i am sick.
The Day where i should stay at home for the rest of the day.

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Monday, February 13, 2006
Janna=Syurga

Makcik makcik..Ape dah Kena wif u??
When 2 werk as usual..When suddenly bertembung wif dis Makcik..
Hahah..ask me who??I oso donnoe..
She kept scrutinising me..
Y i use dis words??Bcoz..She was checking me out hahaha..
She kept looking at my beautiful face..Hahah..
Then she started making small talk wif me..
I was so paiseh..Make sure..I nvr got anyting smudge on my face..
She asked me which family im from..Im werking or not..
Mcm interview sey..Interogate me...
Then she asked my name after endless qns..
"jANNah.."
Namer sedap..Mcm org dier..hehehe..
aww..I blush larh..
Wat u expect kan??..
Then..at werk pon the same thing happen..
This makcik was looking for trenchcoat..
So i recommended the only one..(get it??Left 1..hahaha)
shorten the story..
Her brother-in-law wif her sister(i guess)dtg..
Then he peered at my Breast..(goodness)
There is where my nametag i pinned it on..
He nochalantly said.."JannAH"
Sedap namer 2..Syurga..
I was grinning like a stupid fool hahaha..
But the Makcik nvr buy the coat it was wayy 2 small..hehe

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Sunday, February 12, 2006
2 many events

guess wat??My bro fAiled his O lvl..My father did not noe dat..
my mom told us 2 tell him dat my bro can enter only ITE..
Goodness sake..putting high hopes 4 my bro..
He himself who Lurves Art soo much leh dpt D7..
Im much more better than him..haha..
Anywae..He took up all the Digital Media Design courses in all ITE..
The last option is Aerospace Technology..
I wish luck arr..he needed that..
He really don wanna 2 studt properly..
Hampa my dad..He wanna see us go Poly..
Kesian my dad..
Anywae..hahaha..Pesta Pesta Pesta was a blast..
Eventhou i miss watching it live..
The tix abis punyerlah cpt..
We called up at 1pm..
The Receptionist ckp dah abis..Mcm leh caya..
So..i was so devastated sey..nie sumer salah Naz..Or suroh pi cpt2 taknak..
If u want something badly..u going 2 queue & grab it fast kan..
Degil tol..
So..we dah tak dpt ape2 arr..
Org lain dpt autograh..I ngah berangan when will be the nxt tyme..
Anywae..Gosh he is soo KIUT..
Cant wait for Teman Anugerah Drama..
It Will Be aWesome!!!

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Saturday, February 11, 2006
We sing danGdut

Asyik Asyik Asyik!!!!!
Hahahah..the last song we sung our hearts out..
actually wanna sang Jangan Pisahkan But we heard next door neighbour sang dangdut so we decided 2 out voice them & sang dangdut..
It was fun thou..As usually i did not mingle around wif them..More 2 at the corner side..
I went wif Nani&Her friends..
I paiseh..Hope they don tink dat im sombong or proud arr..
Luckily i got 2 sang my two fav songs..Dia & Seindah Biasa..
Learn alot of new songs eventhou some of them dah veteran...hahahha..

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Thursday, February 09, 2006
till the dae u come..

Till the dae you come..

Life is Beautiful
To have many loved ones around you
to care for you,
To shower their love on you
But when will my time come??
To find the right one for me??
I always wish for a beautiful love.
A love story that is my desire,My dream
I envy couples out in the streets as they walked past me who is alone.
Love is beautiful to live for,and so
I did by waiting till that very day to come..
Patiently..

taken from:April who btw scribbling on my notes..

If you loved something
Set it Free
If it returned to you
Then it has always been yours
If it didn't
The its never yours to begin with

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Mcm-mcm Ragam

Yesterdae..a midst the confusion and Kesibukan..
We sure had a lot 2 laugh at Hahahahaahahah...
especially when April fell flat on her knees..(Kesian dier..)
It all started by teasing Emilyn..
April jokingly said dat emilyn look lyke Makcik2 with her dangling earrings & Ponytail hair..
Btw..Emilyn alwaes let her hair..Maklumlah cuaca panas..
So there is alwaes a child in thier body..so started lah drama kejar mengerjar hahahaha..
Luckily dat tme kita pat corridor lift..It was 3pm and i had 2 wait a blardy 1hr more for my ETP lesson..
Then..Lari saner lari sini...She tripped and felt..(if u visualise it u will laughing ur head off)
Wahahahaha...
I wanted 2 defence her from falling flat face..But she went and stretched her hand..
She scratched me accidentally with her perfectly manicured nails..So wif sudden painess i leaped out & she hahahahahah..PANCAKE!!!

Then..When home luckily not alone..
Nazirah buang tebiat & tak sehat from Home-Poly-Skewl..
She came back 2 "Fetch" me dat what she said aar..
Ni larh org giler dah sah takder keje wahahahaahah..
But niwaes..trimas 4 sanggup-ing berkorban utkku..Chewwahh!!
As usual our routine kalau dah blik mesti walk2 around Bedok central..
Wat make me baffled we are not sick & bored from the walking..
It was fun..

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
WMS punyerlarh susah

AArrrrrrggghhhh!!!!!!!
Now in class concentrating on WMS=WIM practical Test..
Its difficult sey..
Mataku keroh me-scrutinise the numbers & instruction...
Did i tell ya dat i hate Teachers in this skewl????
Well..im gonna shout out loud Again..THEY SUX!!
They did not noe how 2 grab our attention..so many of my classmates had drifted away in LalalalaWOrld..
Only some of them including ME concentrated on it..
We having a CA PT2..Dis fridae..(Repeat DIS FRIDAE..)
And i still donnoe how 2 do the blardy software...(repeat donnoe!!!)
Gosh...If im gonna fail dis Test..Its gonna be GoneCase..
But its not my fault..(go on blame other ppl)
Yah..its the teacher's fault...
Help me plz help me ............................

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Make friends wif hyrul Fans

Its Difficult to make friends with Hyrul Fans..
At first sight..They kind of arrogant..Loud...
Somemore..they kind of in their Mid-Teens..
So..i was quite intimidated wif their looks..

But actually..
They are friendly..Make me feel welcome..
Make friends with Wana..Dilah..Abby.

Ouh..Abby was lyke me around the age..
She lykes Butterfly & Cinderella..
LyKE me!!!

I hope to keep in touch with them...

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Freaking devastation..

Im crying juz lyke a waterfall..
Lyke a dam which had burst...

Hahaha..very the poetic...

Newae..in this situation i should not laugh..
Haiz..Lost the chance 2 meet him Again..
Luckily me & Naz did not went straight 2 Mediacorp..
I told her 2 try calling2 them..So we called..& its BAD news..!!
The Tix HAS GONE..
Gosh..felt lyke crying..I noe i should not cry 4 him..
But i badly wanna meet him again..

Reaching my boiling points..I kept quite all the way..
They made jokes..Teasing each other..while i sat solemnly..Facing the truth..
That i CANT meet him again..
Im so devastated sey..Nvr i felt lyke this b4..

i juz hope that the hole in the ground juz open & swallow me up..
Im having mixed feelings..
I wanna Shout Out LLOOOOOOUUUUDDDDDD!!!!!!!!aaaaaaaRRRGGGGHGHHHhhh!!!!!!

Why i cant????????

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Sunday, February 05, 2006
WHat the heck happen??

OMG!!!
Its either the com is spoilt OR Sum1 have been fidling wif my blog..
Damn it..I went 2 the template..& wanted 2 change the photo..so when preview..
When suddenly it was the beginning of everything..

Who the hell has my password??
I been checking..&logging off meticulously..
I did not appear vulnerable..
Ouh..Hope..Nothing bad happen..

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Saturday, February 04, 2006
It hurts so much..

It hurts so much..
To see couples walking hand in hand..

It breaks my heart..
Whenever i see a plusize gerl with a slimwaist guy..

Her guy accepted her & Lurve her as who is she..
Who cherishes the moment with her everytie he meet her..

I alwaes wonder when is my time??
Call me desperate..BUT im NOT..

Isnt it normal??
when u are 19..& still singlelicious..
Dont u wonder??
Why the heck u are still single..??
when ur fwen are gazing into their boyfriend eyes..
When u all alone on a Saturdae night..
While ur Fwens enjoying the midnight breeze..

When will my time comes??
My friends kept telling me that..
One dae my perfect one will appear..
Dont look for it..
Let the lurve look for you..
It come out of nowhere & make u mesmerise by it..

Im impatient..
I surrounded by lovey-dovey ppl..
Its lonely on weekends...
I stayed at Home kept staring at the opaque walls..
Wondering whats next..

Allah..Please kalaulah aku ada jodoh..
Tunjukkanlah kepadaku..
Semoga aku tidak ternanti..
Kau Maha Pendengar Lagi Maha Penyayang..

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Friday, February 03, 2006
Nvr updated

Hello..
Happy beltaed Chinese New Year..

Dan kepada Umat Islam serata Dunia..
Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru..Muharram..

Long tyme Nvr updated..
So many things 2 write down..But such a short time..
But..A lot of things i gain..
Anywae..I juz don have the strenght 2 pen it down..
So..

Tml!!!!FDM PT Test2..Arrrrggghhh!!!

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